Here’s a Frown for you

I know you want me to tell you I'm good...

I know you're used to my fake smiles...

And the strength I show...

If you only knew...

I'm screaming inside but you can't hear it

All you see are my pleasantries and all you hear are the songs of my dreams that I wish were real

You don't know....you just don't know...

But you're about to find out because the truth is flowing out and I can't hold it back anymore…

Here's a frown for you

Here's a frown for you...

It's all I have to give right now

It's all I have to give right now....

Here's my brokenness

Here's my pain

It's all I have inside right now

It's all I have inside right now

My chest hurts

I can feel my heart failing to keep up with all the lies

I'm broken but I act like I'm ok because the world doesn't accept less than perfect

But you know what? I think I'm not alone in this

I'm not the only one who's angry

I'm not the only one dying inside

I'm not the only one who wants love

Here's a frown for you

Here's a frown for you...

It's all I have to give right now

It's all I have to give right now....

Here's my hopelessness

Here's my sorrow

It's all I have inside right now

It's all I have inside right now

In all this hell

In all this chaos

Peace reaches out to me...

Through all my yelling

Through all my crying

Hope calls out to me...

I'm a hot mess with nothing to give

Yet God has nothing but love for me...

I couldn't believe it but I can't resist it

This love is intoxicating

Here I am

Here you are

I'm not alone

There is hope

Here I am...

Here you are...

I take hold of this healing

I take hold of this peace

I take hold of your goodness

I'm not letting go

I take hold of your love

And I'm not letting go